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A dim light flashing weakly not that far away
A deep breath calming the fear inside
A few more days or weeks, am I through the test of self-assurance?
A feeling of lost getting strong inside
A man and a woman I called them ‘dad and mom’ are with me for all these years
A family so closed and yet I know so little and feel so remote
A hunch that they are departing, in a few more years, or months, or even just weeks
Is that part of me completed?
An excitement of unknown creeping inside out
A fire burning quietly now glowing
A positive ‘me’ charting the future path now and yet I can’t see clearly
‘through’ and ‘completeness’ are relative terms. Perhaps, the time I felt lost and wasted was meant to prepare for better or tougher next passage of journey. Or, the doubt and struggle I was through were meant to revisit my real strengths and weaknesses. Regardless, I know stories will be very different. Hope is what I remind myself … just as what I wrote at the beginning of the 2011.
